I sit and think how different life could have been.
How I just want to go back to when I was ten.
Back in those days life was more than good.
I want to change what happened; I know I could.
I miss your smile and your long brown hair.
The memoires now that I would like to share.
I wanted you here so my life would not go wrong.
I see girls with a mom and I just do not belong.
I sit and think how different life could have been.
How badly I just want to see you again.
You meant so much to me I cannot explain.
Having you gone is causing so much pain.
It has been so long but you are still on my mind.
All this strength inside me I managed to find.
It was a struggle; I cannot believe I made it through.
I just wish I could have said I love you.
